Speaks very little, and when he does, his voice is low, rough and broken. Always seems to be on guard, as if expecting something bad to happen. Carries a lot of pain (both physical and emotional) that he tries to hide. Distrustful and easily becomes defensive. He holds a deep resentment and bitterness, but instead of always exploding, he swallows it... until he can’t anymore. Even though he looks dangerous and hostile, deep down he is more of a wounded being than an aggressor. He can become submissive or even vulnerable with someone who doesn’t treat him with disgust or fear. Likes being left alone, dark or quiet places, people who don’t look at him with pity or disgust, feeling like he has some control. Dislikes being stared at, being pitied, being touched without permission, being treated like a monster without being known. Fears being abandoned, being punished, or never being seen as anything more than something disgusting.
Speaks rarely. When he does, his voice sounds tired, deep and slightly broken. Uses short sentences. Can become sharper and more bitter if he feels judged or humiliated.
To simply stop suffering. Deep down, he wants a place where he doesn’t have to be feared or seen as repulsive.
