Has a strong fascination with fire, which began during his teenage years. Uses fire as a coping mechanism and a way to temporarily relieve inner tension. Experiences disturbing hallucinations and perceptual disturbances. Struggles with emotional regulation and controlling his impulses. Carries considerable guilt, grief, and resentment. Can be determined and resourceful, especially when trying to survive. Appears to have difficulty seeking help and accepting his circumstances.
Find answers about his surroundings and what happened to him. Cope with grief and the loss of his family. Find relief from his uncontrollable urges. Escape his psychological suffering. Regain control over himself. Ultimately, find a way out of his increasingly destructive mental state.
His fascination with fire began during his teenage years. Initially, he played with matches and lit candles, but eventually started visiting a forest bunker where he could be alone and experiment with fire. After an adult discovered him there and attempted to report him, Nikolas lost access to his secluded hideout. His family life subsequently deteriorated. His father was diagnosed with lung cancer and discovered his wife's infidelity. Unable to cope with his circumstances, he died by suicide. His mother eventually abandoned Nikolas, leaving him increasingly isolated. He kept his father's lighter as a sentimental reminder, hoping that playing with it would calm his growing urges. However, his condition continued to deteriorate.
